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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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12:00 pm
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so megan calls me and tells me that someone read something of mine online that said i hated katie sparks?? so i looked for it and i found an old post that was a survey and it said "who was your first enemey?" i said "katie sparks was my first" that doesnt mean anymore.
im glad people still talk about me....i could give one shit about all that crap in highschool now so please dont think i sit around thinking how much i hate her whoever you are.....
that just popped in my head so i thought i would share it. haha
i think i am done with livejournal its so boring to me now.
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| Saturday, May 28th, 2005
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9:15 am
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| Friday, May 27th, 2005
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9:25 am
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Ok
all my point is, is that you shouldnt pick and choose out of the Bible what you think is right, or what you think is wrong. if you are going to believe some, you might as well believe it all. you cant make it to "fit" your lifestyle.
i FULLY believe and have strong faith that what i believe is right. that is why i believe it obviously.
i FULLY believe it is wrong to be gay, cuss, murder, steal etc.
i FULLY believe that you need to be saved.
and no im not saying i dont commit sins everyday of my life, but i know that i am forgiven.
being gay is just something i will never understand, you are choosing to live a life of sin. it is wrong. you can try to stop cussing, drinkin, smokin or whatever and asked to be forgiven if you truly mean it. but when you are choosing to live that way constantly you cant ask for forgiveness of that and continue to live that way each and everyday of your life, and think that is okay.
i will never not be someones friend or make fun of them because they are gay. i may not agree with it, but it is their life and they have freedom of choice, which is a God - given right. you can choose how to live but there is a right path and a wrong path. Jesus accepted everyone and prayed for everyone, which is what i try to do.
i may not know all of the bible like i should, i may not read it like i should, but i do know what i feel, and their is alot of people who may disagree with everything that i just said, and that is fine, but it wont be me burning when i die.
one thing about myself i am proud of is that i do not care one bit what people think about me and my beliefs.
and i do pray that the world does not accept certain things... it shouldnt. i pray that being gay is not like being straight in the future. i do no believe that gay people, potheads, alcoholics etc should be allowed to teach our children,in school or church, because they learn from us and i pray to God that they do not believe all that is okay.
im sure ill get alot of comments on this entry but it is something i needed to say, and im open to hear what everyone else thinks.... even though by going what i read on here everyday most of you are "alike" in some way with your beliefs and they dont really go with mine.....
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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11:13 am
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its funny how people can trash talk christians on here
all the time but the second a christian says something about
what they believe, they get called ignorant and all that bullshit.
what happened to everyone being so "open minded" <~~~ thats bullshit.
hypocrites.
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| Friday, May 13th, 2005
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9:24 am
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some people need to learn that they are adults.
when they make a mistake with a job, living someonewhere,
certain people.... to just deal with it like an adult, and not
run to their parents to ask for help and bail out of everything.
it makes you more responsible and grown up. some just cant handle
something not going their way and cry like a bitch. damn that gets
on my nerves.
all everyone does on livejournal is bitch and cry ( like i just did )
that is why i hate it, because everytime i read anything on hear
someone is complaining so it makes me wanna complain. you people can make
yourselves happy if you do something about it. the only one who doesnt
bitch constantly is ryann frye.
yes the whole entry is hypocrytical ( sp?? ) and i have complained
to but it just gets old always reading depressing shit.
i just bitched about everything too... sorry. i am in a damn
bad mood.
current mood:  bitchy
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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9:24 am
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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9:58 am
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01.] name the last four things you have bought: longhorns, 7 dollars and tan bed, gas, easter dress
02.] name four drinks you regularly drink: water water water beer
03.] last time you cried, and why?: yesterday in church, just a lil
04.] what's in your CD player? All burned cds
05.] what's under your bed? Pictures, and that’s it maybe
06.] what time did you wake up today? Got out of bed at 7:12
07.] current hair? Blond brown
08.] what are you wearing? Black pants, black buttun up with a red vest thing for work ( bank )
09.] current worry? MONEY……..
10.] current love? This weather, sunshiney
11.] current hate? Kelly Forrester
12.] favorite place to be? With my friends
13.] least favorite place? Work I guess
14.] if you could play an instrument? guitar
15.] favorite colors? Turqoiuse ( sp? )
16.] how tall are you?: 5'3
17.] favorite expression? “Holla” or “Hells Bells” I need to start saying that again
18.] one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to? Myself that would be kick ass.
19.] one person from your past you wish you could be with right now? Ummmmm I think im content with the people now but if I had to choose ……… my Pa
20.] favorite day(s)? Saturdays and Sundays duh
21.] where would you like to go? Freakin beach but oh no not anymore lame ass. J/k
22.] where do you want to live? beach
23.] favorite food? chicken
24.] color of most clothes you own? A lot of black or any colors
25.] number of pillows you sleep with? 2
26.] what do you wear when you go to sleep? Shorts/ pants t-shirt
27.] what were you doing at 12AM last night? Just falling asleep
8.] who do you think of most? Everyone. If im bored at work I think of anything
29.] what do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? How many times have we been asked this question
30.] Are you paranoid? Sorda kinda
31.] do you burn or tan? tan
32.] first piercing/tattoo? piercing- ears, tattoo- back
33.] first enemy? First real enemy , probably katie sparks? Shes the one I hated the most
36.] last person you yelled at? Kristin I think
37.] last crush? I duno, matthew for a minute but he has a gay ass attitude that really makes me think he is not that hot
38.] last thing you ate? oatmeal
39.] if you could be a pirate, would you? I guess itd be fun. Yea actually
40.] last time you had sex? Ha………. Lets not go there
41.] if you could be with anyone right now, who would it be? Me, I would be a super hero that could read peoples minds
42.] best sex you ever had? Best person? Erick I guess since hes the only one really… but I KNOW there is better out there so I don’t have a lot of comparison
Part 2:
01.] your full name? Jill Christine Free
02.] grandparents first names? John and Shirley Ed and Donna
03.] what songs do you sing in the shower? Rap ussually
04.] what did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Haha, Drop Dead Fred. I had real long hair I thought he would cut it off at nite
05.] when and why did you last vomit? Last weekend at clouds due to a bit of alcohol
06.] what's in your pockets right now? nothing
07.] what color are your bedroom walls? Dark green
08.] last thing that made you laugh? Drew freaking out in the parking lot
09.] nicknames your parents call you? Everyone called me jill jill when I was little
10.] best bed sheets you had as a child? I really don’t know
11.] favorite childhood pet? I really loved all my pets and I feel guilty if I pick a favorite
12.] any pets now? 2 doggys
13.] others describe your ass as? Good I hope but probably big
14.] innie or an outtie? innie
15.] things you shout to stupid drivers? God doo
16.] favorite restaurant? Kani house I think
17.] bake or broil? Baked
18.] black olives or green olives? Black if I had to choose but I aint into that shit
19.] what kind of phone do you own? LG
20.] what's one of the strangest things you've ever chewed on? Regular stuff I I think
21.] is your music kept in a particular order? nope
22.] where do you get your film developed? Walgreens lately
23.] if your skin could be any color of the rainbow, what would you choose? Green duh
24.] strangest drug experience? Don’t do many of those
25.] favorite weather? This weather 2day bitches
26.] describe your fingernails? Short but shiny cuz I painted them
27.] worst injury you've ever had? Broke arm??
28.] how do you like your chocolate? What?
29.] favorite kind of tape? Duck tape or is it duct tape?
30.] favorite thing to write or draw with? pen
31.] last movie you rented? Napolean I think
32.] last movie you went to see? Damn I dunno been awhile
33.] were you a thumb sucker? Yea son
34.] how old are you? 2 0
35.] what are your dreams like? So weird me and kristin have to weirdest ones
36.] hallucinations? I don’t think so, wait oh yea, when we were rolling jessica hawkins house and I swear I saw a ghost man beside our cat smokin a cigarette but nobody believed me
37.] worst hotel you've ever been in? news years eve, oh no the pinecrest a million years ago with kristin emily ashley ryan jerimiah anthony carl and todd. haha
38.] best vacation? Duh. Senior year spring break
39.] what languages can you speak? Chinese
40.] favorite mode of transportation? My 2005 range rover
41.] favorite place to swim? Ocean. I aint skerd like others I know
42.] last porno you saw? Hmmm… some of matts dads old ones. haha
43.] last song you listened to? Obsession frankie jay
44.] favorite kitchen utensil? sure
45.] favorite driving songs? Loud shit
46.] what will you be doing tomorrow? Work and go to gym tan bed and church probably
47.] what is your dying wish? Like if I was on my death bed? I guess for nobody to be real sad, but then again if I die yall bitched better be sad
48.] last big regret ? going to morgans black and white party and having a conversation with the biggest asshole in canton.
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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12:06 pm
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havent written in here in 4ever. looked at old postings.....
my my how things change..........
what a hoot
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| Friday, January 7th, 2005
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12:02 pm
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so i havent updated in about forever. not to much time for this thing anymore.
i am about to go thru a big change i think
so whatever
i really have nothing to say because i only have one thing on my mind and i aint about to post it on here.
"pass out" ------ haha
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| Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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3:17 pm - so
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yesterday i moved back home, well i have been staying there these past couple of nites but now my stuff if there so i am happy. megan and kristin are home to.
today i am going to the mall with kristin and momo69 to finish up some christmas shopping.
last nite i went and ate at hooters with some people then i hung out with erick for a lil while, then i was way tired so i had to go to bed.
i got a raise. eat that.
cloud- happy birthday dont 4get.
i gotta be at work at 7:30 in the morning, yes i said 7:30 for a gift exchange and christmas breakfast. i havent been anywhere that early since like highschool. haha
stephen and me are going out with lisa and her stephen sat. the sunday is going to be a good day i know.
wahooey.
i gotta go
current mood:  goin' with the flow biatch
current music: none 2day
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| Friday, December 10th, 2004
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2:26 pm
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hey everyone........
CLOUD FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!
WAHOOO A GOOD ONE TO LIKE ME
current mood:  crazy
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| Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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11:22 am - ..............................................you
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i had a date last nite with stephen. went pretty well. i think.
today i was going to paint the rest of my room so i could move home but i called and my mom already did it for me. yay.
tonite i am going with josh to his moms house to get some christmas lights. erick will probably freak out... but he wants me to meet him because we "have alot to talk about" hmm
i dont know if i will because im not sure i want to talk to him much anymore.
whateva
i am going to miss my apt. a whole lot. even though i complained about living there alot i really had a good time and do not regret it at all cuz the good outweighed the bad. it is going to take some getting used to being back at home. my p's are awesome though so it should be fine.
i think i mite go get my eyebrows waxed and nails done 2day. never let the nail people wax your eyebrows though.
last nite i called ben to remind him about my christmas party friday and he said " why dont u just take stephen since yall like each other so much" and i didnt know what 2 say. kinda caught me off guard.
so i dunno.
anyways i have some stuff to do.
p.s.- vicki call me!!
current mood: flirty
current music: silent night
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| Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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9:47 am
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Last nite was fun.we went to lenox, and we saw darrius from highschool and he freaked out and asked us if we all had plastic surgery cuz how good we looked. haha! then we went out to eat at Kyma's in Buckhead. expensive but a good time. then me lisa and kristin went psycho going down the road singing jessica simpson's barumpbababum....it was so funny. then everybody came back to my apt and had a little bit to drink. yup. then i passed out on the bed. well not passed out just fell asleep.
kristin called me this morning and said i left her a message that said this....
( in a man voice? ) " HELLO?!?! you call me back rite now damnit i have something to tell you.... by the way this is ur friend jill"
i dont remember leaving that at all. its not that funny of a message just i always remember what i say. i call everyone when im drunk.
last nite i was talking to stephen and erick through text messages and i sent the wrong one to somebody and i may have gotten myself in trouble . uh-oh
its ok mane.
today consists of:
a) eating lunch with kristin
b) gathering my laundry and taking it to mom
c) painting my new room downstairs
d) ..........................
im out like a fat kid in dodgeball
current mood: chipper? sure
current music: Silent Night
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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11:30 am
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i knew somebody would end up taking
that last post personally.
i went to the nail place yesterday
cuz like 2 of my nails popped off
so i just decided to get them all off
well it was the worst pain ever.
it feels like somebody's rippin
off ur real nail. last time
i had that done it didnt hurt. hmm
yesterday i worked all freakin day
then i met morgan and we went and ran
some errands, paid bills, etc. then we saw
lisa's bf and talked to him and his
friends forever at the gym.
then we went and talked to her mom.
then...we came back to my apt.
erick came there for awhile, morgan left
and me and erick watched tv til about
11 and he went home to "study" for an insurance
test. i bet he did alot of that.
anyways i have alot to do today
so peace
current mood: okay i guess
current music: ?
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| Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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3:15 pm - hey hey mane
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ok so i am in a dilema. well not really but tell me what u think...
friday all my girlfriends are going out for my birthday
in buckhead. we are going to eat at Justin's
( p. diddy's place ) its kinda expensive and megan and kristin
both asked me if i was sure we were going to eat there cuz its
sorda expensive. they were kinda hinting they dont wanna go
there. i know i shouldnt get mad, which im not, but i really
wanna go there and kristin keeps sending me messages that
say "well i just looked and its more than u think..blah blah"
i dunno i just got excited about eating there since its my 20th
bday i wanted us all to go out for a nice expensive meal. i know
some people cant afford it. but if u can afford new clothes all the
time u can put out 30 bucks for a meal. am i right? its like going
to the kani house or something and we go there. it just seems fun.
i dunno whether to change the place or not cuz i dont wanna make
people poor.
anyways kristin moved out yesterday. not on bad terms but not really
on good. we are just bugging each other and we cant live together.
but this is the last month anyways so we are all about to leave.
kinda sad...oh well im ready.
ok i dont want this to sound mean or anything but i was just thinking
about it today because someone brought it to my attention and it makes
sense.ok, i put my car up for sale about 2 months ago and im going
to sell it and get a new bmw. well about a week after i put mine up
for sale kristin said she was going to put hers up for sale to. she has
a 2003 lexus is300. then for my bday my parents are paying my last months
rent. well i mentioned it to her, then the same day i hear her asking her
parents to pay hers for no reason. i dunno sometimes it just seems like
she has to outdo me and be better.
i am in a weird mood. kinda ill. we are also getting a cabin in january
for a little girls weekend thing in gatlinburg. and some people i talked
to today were all for it and exicted and others said they didnt know.
i feel like some people i know never want to do anything new. for no reason.
we are young, its the only time we'll be able to do this stuff with our
friends. some people make fun of me and say i "always have to go out, or i always
have to be doing something" well yea sorry i wanna have fun and not sit around.
sometimes i just wanna sit and sometimes i wana have fun.
anyways somebody might take this the wrong way but
thats not how i intended it to be.
see ye son
current mood:  whatever
current music: shut up bitch
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| Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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4:24 pm - hellooooooooooo 5 o'clock where r u???????????
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A is for age: the big 20 on the 5th
B is for boyfriend: L is for lonely =(
C is for career: something in banking where i am now.....
D is for dad's name: Christopher
E is for essential item to bring on an airplane:people magazine
F is for favorite song at the moment: Beautiful Soul- Jesse Mccartney
G is for girlfriend: ew no
H is for hometown: C-town Ga!
I is for instruments you play(ed):haha yea me? nope
J is for jam or jelly you like: regular ole jelly
K is for kids: 2 the first is going to be a boy the 2nd will be a girl
L is for living arrangements: apt with K and M
N is for nickname: Boo
O is for overnight hospital stays: 1 or 2 or 3..........
P is for phobia[s]:spider phobia is it aracnophobia?
Q is for quote you like: "fuck you mane"
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: erick
S is for sexual position: ha
T is for time you wake up: different everyday
U is for unique trait: blunt
V is for vegetable you love: okra
W is for worst habit: smacking my gum
X is for x-rays you've had: a few
Y is for yummy food you make: sure...cant quite cook
Z is for zodiac sign: sagitarius...cant spell worth a damn
current mood:  bored as fuck
current music: some good song
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| Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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9:41 am
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these are the people that are getting christmas gifts from me:
mom
dad
brother
kristin
megan
cloud
morgan
crystal
shelba at work cuz i drew her name
yup thats it.
everyone else- fuck u
just kidding!
anyways i had a weird dream last nite. i think its funny how ur dreams just go from place to place and it all makes perfect sense when u sleep but when u wake up your like "wtf??"
first of all, nite before last...i went to sleep in my bed. and when my alarm went off i was in kristins bed? she spent the nite with ryan. i do not remember how or when i got there. i just laughed and got in the shower.
but last nite i went to sleep early for a friday nite. well i dreamed i woke up walked to the kitchen to get a glass of bleach (?) and when i went out there megan was sitting on the futon and cloud was teaching her about witchcraft. she told me she was reading it because her new job was making her. i said okay. so when i went to go back to bed with my huge glass of bleach, haha, i had to swim there so i was holding my drink up while trying to swim back to the bed. i went in my room and like everyone of my friends were in there. and eventually my room was the bank. and i started freaking out cuz i thought my boss was gonna see me drink bleach and started yelling at everyone to leave cuz i had to get some work done. then i woke up and really came to the bank.
that dream really made no sense at all. i thought u dreamed about things u thought about earlier in the day or right b4 u fall asleep. i dont think i thought about bleach or witchcraft. of course work though.
anyhoot gotta go
current mood:  dorky
current music: beautiful soul- Jesse mcartney
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| Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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11:20 am - ok................
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for anybody who cares
this is what i did yesterday
i worked allll day
then me and kristin went and
talked to josh and justin for a lil
while and then we worked out.
after that we hit up zaxbys. haha
since we always go to josh and matts
we made them come over to ours.
so kristin me erick josh and justin watched
one tree hill. they didnt like it of course.
then j and j left and erick and me talked
4 awhile. then i went to sleep.
so there thats what i did....
really boring day i would say.
so cloud r u in a fight with v and m?
yall do have alot of drama sometimes.
let it go son
i got my nails done and the f'n lady made my fingers bleed. and she kept goin and goin and i was like "hello!!" and she said " oooo ouch ouch?" and i was like "umm no shit please stop"
they dont even look that great so i went thru pain 4 nothing.
so listen to this bullshit-------
i am majoring in dental hygeine and u have to take ur core classes ,of course, and the apply to the actual program, and i thought i could do it, but i talked to my advisor yesterday and what do u know? the program is 2 and half years ( non stop summer and all) monday thru friday 8 - 5. well i cant do that, i have to work. and plus i dont want to go to labs monday thru friday all day for over 2 years of my life. thats worse than highschool. fuck that.
i really wanna do something with fashion or i may just stay in the banking buisness. i just f'n hate school with a passion. anyone know where i can go to do fashion marketing or something along those lines that are 9485938697 dollars a semester?
i really dont know what i am going to do with
my life
im getting stressed just thinking about it.
current mood: cranky
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| Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
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12:13 pm - whatever............
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so megan is moving out. not excatly sure why.
because we are messy? well i hate to say this but this
is how i feel and there is no point in holding in the
truth..........
the apt is never "dirty" it may get cluttered but
we are 19 and 20 years old. its going to get a little cluttered, and
i do clean it more than u think. u r there in the daytime and me and kristin
arent so its harded for us to clean all the time. and we go out at nite and do things with people and hang out with everyone because that is what we like to do. u r very anal about things that are NOT a big deal. but if u wanna move out thats fine. its not like we ever hang out anyways because u wont come anywhere with us at all. i just think there is alot u need to just let go that u shouldnt get so stressed out about. i wish this could be different and u could stay but i also dont like u being ill about something all the time and bringing our moods down to. sometimes ur extremely happy and hyper then others u r the most ill person i have ever meet. i dont know how to approach u. i dont know what else to say but sorry ur moving out.
this weekend was boring i think.
last nite i went to school and found out i am still
failing math. wohoo.
then i went over to matt and joshs because it was joshs bday and\
him and erick came out wearing party hats and dancing it was funny.
i think it is so crazy that me and erick are friends the way we are.
its good though after all we have been through. he makes me laugh
and i really enjoy being around him now.
so anyways justin, langley, and krisin came over to and we all hung out 4 awhile and got hungry so we went to taco bell and on the way home i dropped the taco in the floorboard and i figured erick would cuss me out cuz its his dads but he was nice and helped me clean it out and we talked 4 awhile then he left. i went in and ate a bunch of it and got sick went home and went straight to bed. i really dont remember going to sleep.
today i work alllllll day and then i am going to workout rite after that come home take a shower ( in my bathroom ) and maybe eat with my p's. not sure.
gotta talk to emily 2day. cant 4 get.
ughhhhhh i am sooooo frekin ready to leave and i havent even went to lunch yet. great. i am hungry.
well c ye son
current mood:  sore
current music: ?
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| Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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12:06 pm
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no go on auburn.
how come wednesday nite was like the funnest nite i have had in forever.
everyone was in such a good mood, and we all drank and just had a good
happy time. i miss times like that when my friend just let loose and had fun.
i guess it was just alot of fun because the people i was with i havent hung out
with them in awhile like that.
im so excited about moving back home. ill have my own room again. and more money,
dec.1 is the last rent payment. and i get a new car. yup.
2day i am going to the outlet malls with emily crystal and kristin. i got paid 2day
so i HAVE 2 buy new winter brown shoes. i got a pink p coat but im not sure i like it
i may take it back. i duno.
wonder what i will do 2nite? but
i gotta go to church 2morrow dude.
peace
current mood:  confused
current music: "may angels lead u 2 me again"
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